making out. getting burned. claude debussy's 'clair de lune'. giving birth. being loved. being forgotten. my beautiful and unfortunate muse. longing. misconception. finding greener grass. my parents' childhood. church. the stars and planets. god. my friends. travel. awakening. daydreams. mean people. little people (as in, my tinies). experiences in cars. disturbing photographs. dirt. sunshine. or lack thereof. broken things. movement...