This ain’t a feeling you can place on hold This ain’t a feeling I can face alone How can you breathe in a place so cold? I asked God for forgiveness and I gained a clean slate Today I prayed for patience but I just can’t wait I heard Karma is a bad mother... when she hates And She bites back until blood draws for the taste My son, I love you Don’t let me die This heroin is all I have to get me by She said I’d never be the one to learn to love her I should burn in hell while she would find another That heroin obsession is a blessing in a curse 'Cause to learn to love your mother's gotta love you first I heard I asked God to be my witness I forgot he was the judge Today I lay me down and I am never waking up Mother Nature take your course Do me a favor (yes of course) I’m too weak to take my life so please, take it by force My Daughter, I love you But I don’t care to call I’m running out of self awareness and alcohol She said I’d never be the one to learn to love her I should burn in hell while she would find another That heroin obsession is a blessing in a curse 'Cause to learn to love your mother's gotta love you first I heard Look me in the eyes I don't need your lies I don't need your lies I don't need your lies Look me in the eyes Come and take my by surprise I don’t need your lies I don't need your lies This ain’t a feeling you can place on hold This ain’t a feeling I can face alone How can you breathe in a place so cold? She said I’d never be the one to learn to love her I should burn in hell while she would find another That heroin obsession is a blessing in a curse 'Cause to learn to love your mothers gotta... She said I’d never be the one to learn to love her That heroin obsession is a blessing in a curse 'Cause to learn to love your mother's gotta love you first I heard I heard I heard 'Cause to learn to love, Ma’s gotta love you first I heard