Sun sits on horizon blue Worst moment nothing to do Ghosts are sitting by my side Words drift on the ocean tide Waves are crashing on the wall Drowning out the sirens call Swirling round deep inside A steady path I cannot... find Never felt so lost before Don't want to close the door If I go back, I could be saved But I'll never again be awake I don't know when I was born All the ghosts they keep me warm Take the vision from my eyes Try to fan the flame inside What's it meant to be alive Will I know when I've arrived? But for now, Sit with death Contemplating my last breath Never felt so lost before Feeling pain, I can't ignore Racing thoughts they burn all night It is time for fight or flight All locked inside of me It is time to concede Open my heart to see How much you made it bleed I need to find time to invest Then I'll lay these ghosts to rest Sea is calm, sun returns I'll look back on what I've learned There are things can forsake Will I make the same mistakes? But I know if I don't try I will never reach the sky Never felt so lost before Memories upon the shore Displaced upon the rocks they'll be The waves then take them out to sea I'll return to the womb There I'll become cocooned The moment can't come to soon I'll no longer be marooned