I’ve been beating myself and it's me vs me in this battle sitting up laying down walking around flipping through all the channels I’ve been wondering some days I have been wondering some days Why I live life this way Why I live life this way I just follow my script then the sadness it hits as I ruminate so here’s a note to self with love Well hey you know you gotta try gotta try some more Never stop never stop- no I understand understand it now (I’m sadder but wiser) You gotta try gotta try some more Never stop never stop- no I understand understand it now You gotta try gotta try some more You gotta try gotta try some more So another bad day in the ‚selfbash parade‘ that masqsuerades as pity party It portrays my shame in a certain way do I overstate oh hardly So what to do how to change cause the bad things linger the longest these affirmations better work for me and I’ll be sure to make them perky! Well hey you know you gotta try gotta try some more Never stop never stop- no I understand understand it now Well hey you know you gotta try gotta try some more Never stop never stop- no, I understand understand it now And since woken up I’m Definitely more broken but Being so stressed obsessed with what you might think of me And oh I am killing me you see I defeat it finally even if brief I can feel joy and breath And I turned out wiser wiser Let the days be brighter brighter