Crossed the line again Aimed the gun Pulled the trigger Shoot the only Someone who dared to try You're falling apart I know it's been Hard and getting harder Remember When I put you up on the lights Pouring you like a charade I'd never even find out I swore I'd improve Coming from a place I never felt whole nor enough I just wanted to be with you Worthy of your eyes to watch me Searching for what I thought I'd never find I see you hiding Beneath this mask You made of sweat And all your terror I never meant to leave I never wanted you like this I wish I could bring you home again Once you told me love Could be greater in size than Everything you could Gain in a lifetime Never dared to touch Couldn't be vigilant With no control or blessing I can't picture you getting old Screaming in your sleep And breaking every piece of mirror Trying carefully Sure that nothing Cared enough to worry Why then now? Isn't that too much to handle? Please don't be that one example Of who I wish I had more than I did I see you hiding Beneath this mask You made of sweat And all your terror Trust no one else than me Sleep with one eye open to see Everything stabbing Your own back again I had just began I didn't know How it'd be back then So empty Now all I can do is lie I tried everything in power Why the story keeps on looping? Telling me the end resides within you I see you hiding Beneath this mask You made of sweat And all your terror Trust no one else than me Sleep with one eye open to see Everything stabbing Your own back again Wish I didn't have much time left Promise me you'll listen this time You can't leave me In this void for myself I didn't want this Without you, I swear We could never find a meaning Trust no one else than you Sleep with an eye open for you Every time stabbing My own back again No one else than you Sleep with an eye open for you Every time stabbing My own back again No one else than you Never was anyone but you Always I only could ever trust you