I see your face in the crowd But I look away I tell myself I'm fine But it's not okay Your voice is an echo It's stuck in my head I hate what we were But I miss you instead I'm caught in the middle Don't know what to feel You were my escape Now you're part of the deal I can't forgive But I can't forget The way that you loved me The way that you left I hate you, I love you I don't even know You're the fire in my heart But it's cold when you go I want you, I need you But I push you away It's a battle in my mind every night Every day You said forever But you let it fade Now I'm stuck with the memories That won't go away I write your name In the lines of a song Trying to move on But it feels so wrong I'm torn between love And the scars that remain A part of me hates you The rest feels the same I can't move on But I can't stay here Your ghost is a whisper But it's so clear I hate you, I love you I don't even know You're the fire in my heart But it's cold when you go I want you, I need you But I push you away It's a battle In my mind every night, every day Why does love have to hurt so bad? Why do I crave what I can't have? I try to run, but I feel the pull This heart of mine just isn't whole I hate you, I love you I don't even know You're the fire in my heart But it's cold when you go I want you, I need you But I push you away It's a battle In my mind every night Every day I hate you, I love you But I'll never say That losing you still Takes my breath away I hate you, I love you It's tearing me apart You're the missing piece That broke my heart