This is my last , this is my last attempt wasting my life searching how to live. I've forgotten how to smile this days. It's ironic , I used to know better (used to know better) Don't you feel this burning steel hitting your head? so damn hot that it feels cool in a weird way. I used to cry and used to smile but that feels faked out. I used to make things my own way but \"that's not safe now\" ; \"that's not safe\" \"that's not safe\" and I swear that I tried to be alive but I can't, I can't I tried. everything feels so shitty , I need this I swear. my last chance, I swear I'll find you , I'll find you , I'll find you. it's late to hear me now; and I swore that I'd find you and I found you too late. I'll play songs till the day I find you Play some shows to survive this hiatus. You leave me hanging \"sigo esperando\" it's pointless to think you'll be back. I left you my soul and my life , my independence and my eyes , my individuality and it's late to hear me now. \"Your future is bright\" they say , and I try to think that way , I don't believe them but I guess they're just being nice like when you poured your coffee that one September , I was naive but I still remember I tried to help giving you my sweater, I called you just to get it back. (And I found you too late) I leave there my soul and my life, nostalgia will haunt me , It's fine! I can take it. my last chance, I swear I'll find you , I'll find you , I'll find you. it's late to hear me now