[00:08.470] I'm still checking your location
[00:15.605] Imagine our bed with you and her
[00:22.659] Still look at pictures when we dated
[00:29.719] Now I see a girl that's at her worst
[00:36.761] My head is underwater
[00:40.375] Drowning in my panic attacks
[00:44.194] I'm sick of suffocating in my tears
[00:52.640] One day, I'll be stronger
[00:56.236] Through all the self-sabotage
[01:01.035] Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
[01:06.735] But in this moment
[01:10.274] God, this really hurts like hell
[01:14.315] But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
[01:20.784] Led me to myself
[01:29.694] I finally threw away your sweaters
[01:36.323] I'm going out and moving on
[01:42.548] In fact, I haven't cried about you in forever
[01:49.477] Yeah, forever's but a week of being strong
[01:57.474] I'm running through the darkness
[02:01.545] Trying to get my old self back
[02:05.281] I'm sick of suffocating in my tears
[02:14.141] One day, I'll be stronger
[02:17.298] Through all the self-sabotage
[02:22.039] Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
[02:28.015] But in this moment
[02:31.482] God, this really hurts like hell
[02:35.492] But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
[02:42.051] Led me to myself
[02:49.130] Led me to myself
[02:56.075] Led me to myself
[03:06.723] 'Cause I make myself stronger
[03:10.309] Through all the self-sabotage
[03:15.428] Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
[03:21.135] But in this moment
[03:24.646] God, this really hurts like hell
[03:28.526] But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
[03:35.356] Led me to myself