so long - AxR Lyrics by:Ethan Hart So long Farewell What did I do to deserve this guess this how it's gotta be I really wish it could be different but it's out of our control So long Farewell Everyone switched up & dismissed what I was told was for my own sake So tell me what I did & how you think it could be different I'm thinking bout myself & not how you can feel the difference It ain't about my feelings for you think it's in the principle Lose another battle drive me lunatic & nic sick What's wrong I didn't mean to misinterpret Your cause I guess you never did deserve it So long & farewell It's like I gave up on my purpose & abandoned given name My fault I wasn't any close to perfect What's odd Is that you couldn't be so bothered to try So long & farewell I misinterpret if it's worth it but I've only put my life on the line I have this chemical insurgance reinfecting my mind When you were going through it I was there for you to confide I can't leave here but call me & I'd be on the line It's been weeks since we've seen eachother maybe in time I might find ways to get myself together for you A long highway to travel are you making it through? I need help and I hope you know I told you the truth In this hell only thing I thought that I need is you I can't tell if you're pulling back or tryna diffuse What I thought was you leaving at my worst is it true? And my friends tell me maybe it's that I'm being used Not my fault that they threw me to the fire & fumes So tell me what it is & tell me why you been so distant I wish I could be here for you when you in need of kinship I fell into a pit & now my freedom's on my wishlist I know you miss the way I would be there within an instant What's wrong I didn't mean to misinterpret Your cause I guess you never did deserve it So long & farewell It's like I gave up on my purpose & abandoned given name My fault I wasn't any close to perfect What's odd Is that you couldn't be so bothered to try So long & farewell I misinterpret if it's worth it but I've only put my life on the line So tell me what's wrong I didn't mean to misinterpret Your cause I guess you never did deserve it So long & farewell It's like I gave up on my purpose & abandoned given name My fault I wasn't any close to perfect What's odd Is that you couldn't be so bothered to try So long & farewell I misinterpret if it's worth it but I've only put my life on the line