Mai jhela bohot par hota nahi afsos hai Haan dekhe mushkil time You know we've been through war Aur kiya sabse deal mai alone yeah Jab koi bhi nahi tha saath Mera koi bhi nahi tha dost Aur ye jo aake mere baare bolte Kya jaane tu mai kaun Kya tu lagta mera bro Par jaane de ab piche chute vo days I've been working on myself And I'm so done with all you hoes On God meri maa ne paala soldier Aur jo bhi hu mai aaj Bas uski hi dua Masle life mein toh reh nahi paata sober But I really wanna quit I don't like this shit at all Lowkey hate karta khudko even more mai Cause boli mujhe maa She's been praying for my soul Phir bhi nashe meri naso mein kyu daudte I'm tired of feeling lost I just wanna go home Darr lagta hai mujhko iss anxiety ke spiral se Aur kitne mujhko de gaye trauma nakli bhai bannke Jab bhi ssochta rewind karke uss din ko mai Aata khudpe gussa every time kyuki Kitne mere views hain aur Kitne mere likes hain Mai kaam kiya likes ki iss Ginti ko ab side rakh ke Toh apne aap se tu puchna kabhi ki Kya mai izzat apni tol ta taraazu pe Imaan ko ya likes rakh ke Mai jhela bohot par hota nahi afsos hai Haan dekhe mushkil time You know we've been through war Aur kiya sabse deal mai alone yeah Jab koi bhi nahi tha saath Mera koi bhi nahi tha dost Aur ye jo aake mere baare bolte Kya jaane tu mai kaun Kya tu lagta mera bro Par jaane de ab piche chute vo days I've been working on myself And I'm so done with all you hoes Toh kuch raat jaake solo baitha bar mein Aur kuch raat chatt pe joint leke haath mein Aur kuch raat ko mai A listers ke saath mein The nashe mere haath mein par Nami meri aanke mein cause Aankhein bharti jab stage pe karta crowd call Drugs liquor paisa aur pussy bas laate downfall Audience nai lekin day 1 se rakha maine sound strong Samaaj ke riwaazon ke paar mai I'm an outlaw Toh kitne tujhpe jewels hain Ye keemat nai illusions Tu soch paayega nai Mai waise battles aa raha fight karke Toh apne aap se tu puchna kabhi ki Kya mai izzat apni tol ta taraazu pe Imaan ko ya ice rakh ke Mai jhela bohot par hota nahi afsos hai Haan dekhe mushkil time You know we've been through war Aur kiya sabse deal mai alone yeah Jab koi bhi nahi tha saath Mera koi bhi nahi tha dost Aur ye jo aake mere baare bolte Kya jaane tu mai kaun Kya tu lagta mera bro Par jaane de ab piche chute vo days I've been working on myself And I'm so done with all you hoes I fought every battle That's been written in my destiny Feel like God ain't never spoke to me He'd been testing me Proud of the man that I've become And I am blessed to be Promise I ain't done and Ya'll ain't even seen the best of me