Oh I was so addicted to the way you were my life We’d talk for hours without stopping and time just seemed to fly by I think I was too forward when I said you were the one You ran so far away from me after everything we’d done I don’t know how to feel, or know what to say Cause the day that you left me you were glad to run away I don’t know what I did, was it my mind or my sign? Or when I call you at night, why do you always decline? Now I take pills to numb my brain And you’re the one to blame It took me years to figure out and it caused me so much pain I need some kind of fix, to get me through these sticks Cause our connection wasn’t meant to be and now my mind is playing tricks on me This is killing my heart As I fall apart Was it taken too far? I’m sorry girl my IQ’s lower than the bar And my head really hurts So I’ll just smoke all day to make it worse Completely numb now, can’t you see? I’m my own worst enemy So I take pills to numb my brain But I’m the one to blame I figured out it’s all my fault And now I’m constantly in pain I need some kind of fix to get me through these sticks Cause my mind keeps spinning rapidly And it’s been playing tricks on me Pills to numb my brain, I’m still the one to blame (Tricks on me, oh) I can’t believe that all this time I was borderline insane I need some mind of fix, to get me through these sticks (Tricks on me, oh) Cause I’ve fucked up my reality, my mind has played it’s tricks on me