You know God I was hurt so deeply My disappointment, my pain, everything, I feel it myself. Can't I be selfish? Or indeed I am the most selfish person. I sold my smile for my own pain. I'm too tired to keep it to myself. it's all like a time bomb, I always cry for no reason. I'm always sad for no reason. because I was hurt I try to keep their feelings in check. then who takes care of my feelings? This is not just entertainment I have always made deeper sacrifices than anyone thinks I'm tired of running, I'm tired of my own comfort. I want to blame many circumstances people who are mean to me the people who always make me like this people who always make me suffer I want them to feel the pain that never happened I can lose it all my life This trauma, this pain. I shouldn't have to bear it alone. You are the ones who feel happiness when I'm hurt I have to feel the pain I feel too I've been humbled enough abandoned cheated hurt You have to feel this pain like me I don't act like a child I just want justice for my own life I've given up too much and my patience has its limits I don't want to hide You have to feel my pain You have to cry because of the wounds you have caused me