The more I look inside of me The more hollow I am Those memories Is it really me? I don’t recognize myself Two paths diverse after every decision I made How to choose between Relief and misery I stand alone and let the faith decide Is it all destine that I Can never run from this abyss Where the darkness consuming me Rotting day by day Alone I try to crawl but it drag me down I can’t stop the falling The pain is not the worst The worst part is I that can still feel hope If I suppose to feel the dark Please don’t bring me light Just sink me to the bottom And never rescue me I’m fine with the cold If it’s where I belong Never had it all So I will never know I’ll never know what’s lost Too close to flame Is there no one else remain I’m suffocated by the shadow of me Please tell me how the fuck can I get away (There’s no escape) The void is getting bigger every day The silent is louder than I expect (I can’t hear you) I don’t want to pretend everything they said is really for the best of me I rather believe they’re dying to see I fall down on my knee They pray for me When I’m at the highest Doubting me When everything go south The knife stabs on your back I don’t trust a word you say When night comes I fall apart In pieces I’m all alone Can’t escape don’t try to run away It’s a game no one can ever win No hope All these happiness is delusional If I suppose to feel the dark Please don’t bring me light Just sink me to the bottom And never rescue me I’m fine with the cold If it’s where I belong Never had it all So I will never know I’ll never know what’s lost Is it all destined that I Can never run from this abyss Where the darkness consuming me rotting day by day alone I tried to crawl but it drag me down I can’t stop the falling Live in the dark Where I Where I can’t feel hope