I've got a 2022 Lia state of mind
Cherry lipstick stains
Tattoos and red wine
Dark blue ink on blank paper
A little black dress and brown leather
A half-smoked cigarette in the ashtray
Vinyl heels and dark painted nails
I've got a broken pen and pouring rain
To help me exorcise all this pain
I've got enough ghosts to know by now
They always always come back around
I must admit I've let my guard down
He's just a man who's got passed the hounds
You held the key
Brought me back to crazy
How I've missed being me
You held the key
Brought me back to crazy
That's why they call me Malice
Vice takes practice
Not a word can be said
I just hold it in my chest
'Til my heart meets the bullet
You taste you taste
Not a word can be said
I just hold it in my chest
It's not soon to fade
You taste like a lavender lemonade
Your eyes like whispers pull me in
A fleeting truth beneath my skin
I carry the weight of what could be
Lost in the ways of your mystery
I bloom in the dark soft and strange
You're the calm and the chaos I can't estrange
I'd drown in your sweetness despite the pain
Like lavender dreams in a summer rain
My god
I used to love
A white t-shirt
Tonic and gin
It was bitter but I kept on sipping
What were the odds?
Now he's gone
Vanilla rum-liquor blue jeans
I'm still a purple queen
Not a word can be said
I just hold it in my chest
'Til my heart meets the bullet
You taste you taste
Not a word can be said
I just hold it in my chest
It's not soon to fade
You taste like a lavender lemonade
Boy oh boy I've been here before
I know they always come back for more
Can't the both of you at least fight for me?
I mean I try not to take all of this seriously
'Cause I almost died for less than this you see
Can't a girl be fatale in peace?
Can't a girl be fatale and please?
Almost died for less than this see
Can't a girl be fatale in peace?
Not a word can be said
I just hold it in my chest
'Til my heart meets the bullet
You taste you taste
Not a word can be said
I just hold it in my chest
It's not soon to fade
You taste like a lavender lemonade
