Every time I wake, the air feels colder

Like the echoes of you are growing older

Last night’s words still linger in my mind

But you’re not here, and time’s not kind

Are you gone for good, or just for now?

I’m too afraid to ask somehow

And the clock keeps ticking loud, but slow

You’re not here, I already know

You won’t come back today, not tomorrow

Left me drowning in borrowed sorrow

Your voice a ghost, your words a flame

Not today, not tomorrow

Every sunrise feels so hollow

I’m stuck in the place we said goodbye

Living in a lie

I thought I’d hear your footsteps by the door

But all I hear is silence evermore

The air is heavy, my chest won’t breathe

I’m chasing shadows you leave behind me

I told myself, “Maybe you’ll change your mind”

But the truth is louder every time

Each hour breaks me a little more

I can’t keep counting anymore

Just when I think I’ve let you go

It crashes back, it starts to show

The wounds reopen, deeper than before

I’m sinking faster, can’t ignore

You won’t come back today, not tomorrow

Left me drowning in borrowed sorrow

Your voice a ghost, your words a flame

Are you gone for good, or just for now?

I’m too afraid to ask somehow

And the clock keeps ticking loud, but slow

You’re not here, I already know

You won’t come back today, not tomorrow

Left me drowning in borrowed sorrow

Your voice a ghost, your words a flame

Not today, not tomorrow

Every sunrise feels so hollow

I’m stuck in the place we said goodbye

Living in a lie