I was only gonna check my phone
Couldn’t help it I was on my own
Got sucked into your videos
I know what you’ve been up to the past month or so
Looks like your life is pretty great
And I can’t help but self- deprecate
Thinking I should get out there and see the world
Not another night in watching Gilmore Girls
And now its 5 o'clock and I’ve not done enough
I’m not even dressed and my hair isn't brushed
Tidy up my things wondering where the days gone
Its okay if I put it in a song
I was only gonna make a call
Didn’t think that I was gonna fall
Into the internet rabbit hole
Grabbing at edges to keep a hold
Looks like you’ve got everything I want
And I should be happy for you but I cant
See I’m insecure and it’s an ugly trait
And I don’t deserve that shit anyway
And now its 5 o'clock and I’ve not done enough
I’m not even dressed and my hair isn't brushed
Tidy up my things wondering where the days gone
Its okay if I put it in a song
Now it’s five o'clock and I’m feeling low
Trying to figure out where did all the time go
I know It’s my fault I watched you on a screen
Wondering why that couldn’t happen to me