Intro -Soul Sample
Dear mama found your old diary
Pieces finally falling into place
Now I'm sitting at your kitchen table
With questions I don't know how to face
(Know how to face )
Hook -Melodic Pain
Some wounds sleep beneath the surface
Some pain never shows its face
But I watch you dance with shadows
While teaching me to stay in place
(Stay in place )
Verse 1 -Memory Flow
Remember watching you in mirrors fixing up your hair
Something in your reflection seemed to take you somewhere
Sunday dinners you'd get quiet when they'd talk about back then
Before you came along -conversations always seemed to end
Age seven caught you burning photos in the yard
Flames eating memories while you stood there standing guard
Asked you what was burning you just kissed my head and smiled
Said Some pictures baby better left behind a while
Hook
Verse 2 -Realization
Found your high school yearbook hidden in the attic dust
Pages torn in places like time breaking trust
Certain dates you never speak about certain years just fade
Into silence heavy as a prayer that's left unpaid
Started seeing patterns in the way you raised your son
Never trust too easy was your lesson number one
Always kept me close like shadows might return
To claim the light that you fought decades to earn
Hook
Verse 3 -Understanding
Now I'm older reading stories in your distant stare
In the way you flinch at kindness like it might not really care
In how you taught me strength before you taught me ABC's
In the midnight prayers I wasn't supposed to see
Some nights I hear you crying through these paper walls
Voice like broken vinyl playing memory's calls
While I piece together fragments of the truth you hide
In the spaces where your laughter learns to reside
Outro
So mama this letter's for the girl you had to leave
In the chapters that you never let me read
Your strength's a language written in the dark
While my love's the light that guards your heart