Well it’s just me
And my decision
It was easier before
Was only words
Endless revisions
Now I’m staring at the door
Am I wrong
Am I ruined
What’s it like to be alone
Even the truth
Can be confusing
But let the blameless cast their stone
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
When I go to bed
I count my blessings
They always outweigh all the fears
But then in my head
A full undressing
Of all the things that got me here
But I won’t doubt
Cuz doubt’s contagious
You know I’m trying to do my best
But I have hope
And that’s outrageous
Only got one life to live
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
I wanna say what I wanna say
I wanna mean what I mean
I wanna lay out all my wants
And if I don’t get ‘em, scream
Cuz I’m just so fucking grateful
That I made it through the day
I am sad, but I am stable
I don’t wish the pain away
I wanna feel good in my body
Wanna doubt, wanna believe
Wanna tell you to say you’re sorry
Why is that so hard for me
Cuz I’ve seen how far I’ve come
I know how much there’s left to go
And the whole thing is a circle
Where it ends, nobody knows
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
I won’t go back, go back
