I’m wanting a win

Losing my special

Not wanting to live

In chaos I nestle

I take never give

A blasphemous vessel

A loser, abuser

A friendship confuser

I bend til it breaks

Pushing the limits, the real & the fake

Counting the minutes til our ship is fated

Unsatiated

Life can be different for initiated

Feel the most hated I’ve become so jaded

Let liars lie until my head was plated

Like, Vultures waited

Displayed they ate it

Serpent’s emergence, what I was is fading

6

I’ll Crush it like it’s soda pop

mountain with these doozies, goin super like I’m vogelbaum

Saiyin with the speed, want a picture gotta photoshop

I just wanna smoke fuck off this aint a photo op

What?

I’m just being honest, been a real long life

Widow maker bullets but I choose to carry knives

I like it personal

Watching the soul leave eyes gives life to me baby, ugh

I didn’t plan for the blow up

Stranger in the city but they show up

Dark hearted glow up

No, I give no fuck

Pay me & say what’s needed

I’m doughed up

Domino fall down

Fuckin em in they’re ball gown

Always invited out now

Never attending

RP cosplay only time pretending

As I walk the mirrors edge

Staring into black

It grabs

Attacks

Everything that I that I lack it is

Consuming each and every thread

I have deaded every threat

Reset

I am the villain in my own story