Once again I find myself

Counting the hours

memories jingle in my mind

With each breaking second

I ask one thousand questions

In the hopeless pursuit of perfection

And darling

Let it be known

That there's no hope here

For poet like me

If anything's true

It's that I love you

Now that you're gone

I bet you'd love me blind

Wrapped up in shadows made from light

'cause it's black to the core

And it's clawing at my soul

There's only so much light that I can harbor too much of

This fairytale is one I'll never write

But it's burning in my mind

Is this what you've wanted all along? Oh

If only you had hurt me

If only I could hate you

If only you had hurt me

If only I could hate you

And darling

Let it be known

That there's no hope

For poet like me

If anything's true

It's that I love you

Now that you're gone