That’s what it was, I think

Our view of love

Took all control of my brain

And it chewed me up

Can’t have the good without pain

(They say)

Can’t have the sun without rain

(They say)

So I tried to f**k without names, and my heart went numb

That’s what it was, I think

I know it was

How else would you explain

Self-sabotage ingrained in all of my broken thoughts, I strain

And yeah, it’s hurting

That’s how I know it’s working

And yeah, it’s hurting

That’s how I know it’s working

Like an open-heart surgeon

Trade scars for a stronger person

I guess I’m figuring things out

I guess I started losing count

How many hearts got broken

And all the accounts I’ve frozen

I guess I’m figuring things out

(Ooo)

Two hundred DMs

Shot ’em out A.M. to P.M.

Modded out aim bot beaming

Whole lotta late-night scheming

That turned into late-night fiending

Plenty nights that left my heart bleeding

Ask why I’m changing more than the seasons

Hannah Baker, I could give you thirteen reasons

I’m retired from the game, don’t wanna be in

N***a done enough beating it and leaving

‘Cause I met enough women who gon’ want my seed

Who gon’ love me when my hairline receding?

Can’t find it in the club, obvious

Am I courting? ‘Cause it feel like competing

Couple things that ain’t worth repeating

Wondered if I’d see the Garden of Eden

Guess I’m looking for a life with some meaning

I was dishing out what I was receiving

Many games, many girls I was leading on

I ain’t impressed by a body, girl, I seen it all

Hurt people hurt people, true meaning

So I’m turning my hurting into healing

I ain’t going round the bush y’all beating on

I ain’t really one to act, I’m into being strong

Like an open-heart surgeon

Trade scars for a stronger person

I guess I’m figuring things out

I guess I started losing count

How many hearts got broken

And all the accounts I’ve frozen

I guess I’m figuring things out

(Ooo)

(Ooo)

(Ooo)

(Ooo)