I’m a physical burden

Every day I’m fucking sickened

Still a perpetual person

Please rid me of my sickness

Why in time can the ties not just suffocate

Comfort lies, emphasize, and exonerate

Please just show me a coffin

My problems will soften

Cause I cannot solve them

No time to process

So sick don't act afraid of me

I’m efficient, so you wouldn’t get to see

You’d think I’ve taken a hint?

But I’m than dumber than shit, yeah

I shouldn’t have to struggle just to fuckin function

Give holes like a socket

Glistening

Fixing things

Twisting clean

This is what I have so take

When given all the best of me

I’ve given my best

I’ve given my best

Live blind in reality

Living blind inside my mind

Live blind in reality

Living blind inside my mind

B-b-b-back to the bank

Cause now I’m straight up enraged

Stay away stay the fuck away

I’m stagnant now unengaged

I’m so fucking stuck

I won’t ever be your fucking rock

I don’t wanna be your back up stop

All I’ve ever known is loss

My mind spins

Loss of thoughts

Fall too fast

To hear my body drop

I won’t hear my fucking body drop