Suspended

I’m acting like nothing’s wrong

pretending I like you, I need you

I’m not

terribly scared of your words

cutting throw my skin

leaving scars within

in my head I scream

Don’t get too close

I’m afraid of love

know how much it hurts

bruises of the past

still on my heart

suspended

I’m making

a new excuse to stay in

your fine but

I won’’t lie

I just

Can’t see you right through these eyes

they tell lies to fight

they are telling lies

protect my soul and I

in this bed tonight

don’t get too close

I’m afraid of love

know how much it hurts

bruises of the past

still on my heart

I can’t trust no one

Need some time alone

bruises of the past

still on my heart