Wait, I’m not ready yet

I can’t, it hurts

Never right, never wrong

What I need is the only thing I know

The only thing I’m sure of

And my trials to live like this fail

Everytime, no rest, no logic, no comfort

I’m never safe

I’m never safe

I’m never safe

I’m never safe

Now I’m better

After I cleaned the house, cooked dinner

Life frame got more tolerable

I could almost call it prettier

I could almost make peace with it all

All them hissing jewish guilt voices returned to their places

Now I can let a full breath in

Now I can let it heal me

For one moment in this rapid life

For one moment, I don’t wanna die

For one moment, tell me how to find the cure