I feel terrible
As I watch the clock go bye
Another hour, another time that I should be sleeping
And I know I’m wrong
Cause i hear you in my head
While he’s laying in my bed and it’s not fair
And I can smell your perfume in his hair
Even though it’s been about two years since you
Touched him last
And you moved on, found someone else
And everyone wishes you well
But I can’t
Cause
I wish you were still around
Talking to his mom going to his house
Laying in his arms knowing your the one he’s going home too
Now I’m standing in your place
And can’t help but to see you face whenever were alone
I’m so sorry, please forgive me, nicole
Being honest
I never meant to hurt you
You know that I don’t ever want to see you drown
Now I’m walking around a crime scene and
All the evidence comes from me cause I have the knife but I can’t put it down
I hear your laugh in his throat
Lovestruck and nobody knows
I see your call but I can’t answer the phone
I see the spark in his eyes
He sees the white in my lies
Our love is left but we know it’s not right
Cause
I wish you were still around
Talking to his mom going to his house
Laying in his arms knowing your the one he’s going home to
Now I’m standing in your place
And can’t help but to see you face whenever were alone
I’m so sorry, please forgive me, nicole
Nicole
Ad every waking moment it pounds my head
All the ripped up letter
All the words unsaid
All the memories, the old, the new
I can’t help but feel like they belong to you
I see your ghost on the kitchen floor
I swear I hear you knocking on his bedroom door
Your cherry lips, your crystal mind
I don’t believe you've left it all behind
I’m praying for a world gone blind where I could actually make it out alive
Cause when I’m with him it just makes sense
But I’m tearing down your picket fence
And if you knew you’d hate me forever
Well maybe it's for the best
Tell me, is it for the best?
Cause
I wish you were still around
Talking to his mom going to his house
Laying in his arms knowing your the one he’s going home to
Cause now you’ve been betrayed
By the one person who always stayed
The one who knows you better than most
I’m so sorry, please believe me, please don’t leave me, please forgive me, nicole
