Understand (Explicit) - BoyWithUke

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Lyrics by：BoyWithUke

Composed by：BoyWithUke

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的男人

And you knew I fell for you

你知道我为你倾心

But you just broke my heart in two

但你却将我的心撕成两半

I was sad mad and broken on my bed

我悲伤、愤怒、心碎地躺在床上

Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

希望能摆脱脑海中所有的声音

I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

我打开一包未开发的药物

When I was met with a prescription

却看到了一张处方

Of a bullet made of lead

一颗铅制的子弹

And when I woke up in an hour

当我一个小时后醒来

In a pool of my own sweat

躺在自己的汗水中

I said I swear to God

我说我向上帝发誓

I'll never even try to sleep again

我再也不会尝试入睡

So instead I took my pen

于是我拿起笔

And started writing evidence

开始写下证据

And when I started making sense

当我开始理清思绪

I found that I had reached the end

我发现我已走到了尽头

Oh I'm upset I have no friends

哦，我沮丧，我孤身一人

You wanna bet you're just pretend

你想打赌，你只是假装

You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing

你只是被束缚在文字中的宠物

You're not s**t

你什么都不是

I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways

我以为我已改掉那些病态的习惯

I swear I did

我发誓我做到了

I said I'd talk to people

我说过我会与人交谈

'Bout the problematic life I lived

关于我曾经历的困境生活

They were my neighbors razor blades

那些邻居的剃须刀片

And different flavored pills I hit

和不同口味的药片我尝试过

Therefore I'm at surely my last straw

因此我确实到了最后关头

I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that

我如此疲惫，困在过去，我说过

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的男人

And so far I never held you with my arms

而至今我从未用双臂拥抱过你

So it's hard to be the one you aren't with

难以成为你身边的那个人

Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me

内心总是充满焦虑 这早已成为我的一部分

Guess I'm not cut out to be

或许我并不适合

Somebody 'cause it's not me

成为某个人 因为那不是我

I'm not used to all the talking

我不习惯所有的交谈

Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing

曾经是个内向的人 将情感转化为文字

Used to cope with all my problems using notes

用笔记来应对所有的问题

And lots of rhyming

以及大量的押韵

Used to hope for better days

曾经期盼着更好的日子

Whenever nights would have me crying

每当夜晚让我哭泣

I'm not lying when I say that

我没有说谎

I would rather die than go back

我宁愿死去也不愿回到过去

To the times I would try

那些我曾努力

And be the guy the people know

成为人们眼中那个

As always fighting with

总是与

The demons hiding far behind my eyelids

藏在我眼底深处的恶魔斗争的人

On an island full of violence in my head

在我脑海中 有一个充满暴力的孤岛

I had two pilots

我曾有两个领航员

Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey

哦 太阳不再照耀 天空变得灰暗

I feel it coursing through my veins

我感受到它在我的血管中流淌

I've said before I'm not okay

我曾说过我并不好

But you don't listen anyway

但你根本不在乎

You know I tried you turned away

你知道我试过 但你转身离去

You straight-up lied right to my face

你直接在我面前撒谎

You f**ked my life ruined my day

你毁了我的生活 毁了我的日子

But you don't know so I'll say

但你不知道 所以我要说出来

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

没有什么能填补这沉默 没有人能像我那样去爱

Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it

没人在乎你撒谎 这不公平 你仍然否认

So I'll say

所以我要说

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

没有什么能填补这沉默 没有人能像我那样去爱

Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it

没人在乎你撒谎 这不公平 你仍然否认

So I'll say

所以我要说

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的男人

And too bad I know I can't wake up

太遗憾了，我知道我无法醒来

Because I lost my way

因为我迷失了方向

And you don't give a f**k about me

而你根本不在乎我

This could be a dream

这或许是一场梦

I can't see the things that you see so please oh

我看不到你所看到的一切，所以请

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的男人

And you had known and played along

而你早已知道却仍配合演出

You were my home I wrote you songs

你曾是我的归宿 我为你写下情歌

Now you're dead to me effectively

如今你在我心中已如逝去

Removed yourself outside my dreams

你将自己逐出我的梦境