(Let’s try this...)

I don’t know what the time was

I just knew that it was flooding over me again

A sense of fear started choking me

While my mouth filled with cotton

I wondered how long it will last this time

Should I call someone or just wait it out?

I’ll wait it out

The trouble is, this sits heavy on my chest

My insides hurt while it bangs as if it’s trying to cut me open

And run away

I wanna run away too, but it won’t let me go

I start to sweat and the cold drops slowly crawl down my spine

Can’t tell how long this dread would last but

The shadows went from one wall

And ended up on the big closet mirroring the old golden moon

It’s dark in my room

Waiting for the night to end

Skip a beat, I catch my breath

Scared not knowing what comes next

Something’s heavy on my chest

My eyes won’t shut, can’t feel my legs

Curse the night that never ends

Can you tell me what comes next?

You’re too heavy sitting on my chest

I’m getting tired of you sitting on my chest

Guess what, I’m good for nothing, for nothing

Well hello God, I deserve something for something

But I’ll just keep playing dead

Tired of this play-pretend

A bit confused, bit happy-sad

Can you tell me what comes next?

You’re too heavy sitting on my chest

I’m getting tired of you sitting on my chest

Guess what, I’m good for nothing, for nothing

Well hello God, I deserve something for something

But I’ll just keep playing dead

Tired of this play-pretend

A bit confused, bit happy-sad

Guess what, I’m good for nothing, for nothing

Well hello God, I deserve something for something

But I’ll just keep playing dead

Tired of this play-pretend

A bit confused, bit happy-sad