(Verse 1)

Abusing these substances, maybe I won't survive this year,

It's not your fault, you could never fix me,

I wanted to say I love you, but I don't feel the same,

Blame my damn depression, 'cause of it I feel nothing.

(Pre-Chorus)

They say they're worried about my health, I am too,

Risking my life, maybe I'll feel something,

Up late pouring my heart out to the walls,

You used to encourage me to fight my demons, now you've joined them,

I've been trying, trying and never got anywhere.

(Chorus)

I lied when I said I didn't feel anything, the hatred inside me is the only thing still flourishing,

You looked into my eyes and asked me to be strong, baby, I can hardly wait to die.

(Verse 2)

I've been enduring so much you'd be surprised I'm still alive,

Negative words don't carry the same weight anymore, one of the benefits of longing for death.

(Outro)

Abusing these substances, maybe I won't survive this year,

Risking my life, maybe I'll feel something,

Up late pouring my heart out to the walls,

You used to encourage me to fight my demons, now you've joined them,

I've been trying, trying and never got anywhere.