[00:00.000] 作词 : 谢红果
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 谢红果
[00:15.184]Runnin from deep thoughts,
[00:19.934]they say I sleepwalk
[00:21.187]Probably runnin from the
[00:22.438]devil when he talks
[00:24.185]Don't dream,
[00:25.435]cuz I got nightmares
[00:27.684]Dont dare, cuz I am so scared
[00:31.934]Everybody dont care like I care
[00:35.185]Cursed with despair,
[00:36.935]I feel it in the air
[00:38.934]my bones breaking up
[00:40.686]I feel pain everywhere
[00:42.936]so cold, I’m bleeding here and there
[00:46.685]I feel so hateful so I stay up,
[00:50.184]my mind made up
[00:52.187]But when I wake up,
[00:54.184]I feel so strange when i am here
[00:57.687]Into the darkness so I stare,
[01:01.436]No pride in my life
[01:03.187]Should I slice my wrist
[01:06.439]and die while I write this song
[01:08.935]Cuz life sucks and it must go on
[01:14.436]lessons learned from him
[01:16.436]don't trust love
[01:32.187]it seems too fake for me
[01:34.185]No ones ever been around me faithfully
[01:38.186]Everybody is mean
[01:39.934]So shame to see
[01:41.934]Nowadays I think
[01:43.934]I feel like god
[01:44.935]is even hating me
[01:47.436]So much toxic air,
[01:48.935]is it safe to breathe?
[01:51.186] I take my pills
[01:52.437]doctors they made me
[01:55.186]I try to forget
[01:57.436]go our separate ways
[01:58.935]But memories
[02:00.186]They won't stop playing
[02:02.934]no pride in my life
[02:04.439]Should I slice my wrist
[02:07.434]and die while I write this song
[02:09.935]Cuz life sucks and it must go on
[02:15.184]lessons learned from him
[02:17.187]don't trust in love
[02:20.439]babe you always live in your head
[02:22.688]that's okay I guess but I won't lie too much it hurts being the second best
[02:27.934]to know you would've left
[02:30.184]and done so without
[02:31.186]a second guess
[02:33.184]to regain the flame you couldn't maintain,
[02:37.185]to try to reignite it
[02:39.186]I retain
[02:41.184]the pain and struggle they remain insane
[02:48.436]I feel so hateful so I stay up,
[02:52.935]my mind made up
[02:55.185]But when I wake up,
[02:56.184]I feel so strange when i am here
[02:59.437]Into the darkness so I stare
[03:03.435]No pride in my life
[03:05.435]Should I slice my wrist
[03:10.186]and die while I write this song
[03:11.434]Cuz life sucks and it must go on
[03:16.186]lessons learned from him