[00:00.82]Happy hurts sometimes, oh
[00:05.86]Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh
[00:11.68]I've been getting better at slowly getting worse, oh
[00:18.52]What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
[00:22.68]Happy hurts
[00:25.28]This on again, off again tempermental affection
[00:28.18]For my darling depression is making me go mad
[00:31.25]I hear there's a fine line between crazy and sad
[00:33.98]But I can't tell the difference up close
[00:37.20]There's a lot of us you know ill and undiagnosed
[00:40.12]But I don't need a piece of paper to tell me what I already know
[00:42.75]I'm not alright, for tonight, can we let that be alright?
[00:46.94]Pick up the battle again in the morning light
[00:49.67]And I'm fighting so hard to come out of the dark
[00:52.23]Trying to turn off the night, finally let in the light
[00:54.53]Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history
[00:58.01]A little less victim, a little more victory
[01:01.83]Happy hurts sometimes, oh oh
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[01:07.96]Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh oh
[01:13.75]I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh
[01:20.69]What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
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[01:25.28]Happy hurts
[01:26.78]Today I feel okay guess it was all just in my head
[01:29.42]I just need to try harder I guess
[01:31.87]Yeah everyone else in the world seems to be doing alright
[01:34.77]Yeah, I'm alright for tonight
[01:37.18]Can we let the pain and the happy mix
[01:39.02]Can the two coexist? The beauty next to the mess
[01:42.16]Because I swear I have them both already beating in my chest
[01:45.19]If that makes me crazy the numbers don't lie
[01:47.91]But I don't call that crazy I call it being alive
[01:50.47]And I'm fighting so hard to come out of the dark
[01:53.94]Trying to turn off the night, finally let in the light
[01:56.35]Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history
[01:59.97]A little less victim, please
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[02:02.88]Happy hurts sometimes, oh oh
[02:08.65]Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh oh
[02:14.96]I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh
[02:21.68]What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
[02:24.60]Happy hurts
[02:31.77]
[02:39.38]If I had to pick between the way that I am
[02:42.59]And the way that everybody else seems to pretend
[02:45.30]I wouldn't consider it, not for even a second
[02:48.05]Between psycho and sanity, it's not even a question
[02:50.88]My favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense,
[02:54.07]All the cracks in my skin they just let the light in
[02:56.97]My favorite parts of myself make the least sense
[03:00.84]All the cracks in my skin let the light in
[03:03.72]Happy hurts sometimes, oh oh
[03:09.86]All I want is the one thing I can't find
[03:13.84]I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh
[03:20.44]What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
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[03:31.58]What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
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[03:39.87]I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh
[03:47.65]What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
[03:52.07]Happy hurts
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