[00:00.000] 作曲 : Parker, Dawaun / Young, Andre Romell
[00:01.37]DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
[00:05.12]Possible overdose, substance unknown
[00:07.68]Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight
[00:10.69]He's intubated and we're bagging him now
[00:12.74]BP 90 over palp
[00:14.73]Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
[00:17.01]Has aspirated, GSC is 3
[00:19.70]We'll update en route ETA ten minutes
[00:22.16]As I fall deeper into a manic state
[00:25.12]Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
[00:28.76]Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
[00:31.15]I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil then I salivate
[00:34.56]Start off with the Nyquil like I'll think just have a taste
[00:37.54]Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
[00:40.17]To a harder prescription drug called Valium like yah that's great
[00:43.20]I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
[00:45.93]Now I need something in my stomach 'cause i haven＇t ate
[00:48.98]Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
[00:51.71]And youd think that with all I have at stake look at my daughter's face
[00:55.30]Mommy something is wrong with dad I think
[00:57.63]He's acting weird again he＇s really beginning to scare me
[01:00.41]Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn＇t hear me
[01:03.19]And all he does is eating dorritos and cheetos and he just
[01:06.04]Fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat
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[01:09.08]Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don＇t know
[01:12.03]Feels like I've been down this road before
[01:14.72]So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
[01:18.12]As soon as I go home and close the door
[01:20.55]Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do
[01:25.44]But I cant, and I won＇t, say I try, but I know, that's a lie
[01:28.96]cause I don＇t, and why, I just don＇t knowwoooo
[01:31.94]Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer
[01:34.18]Thats the devil in my ear I've been sober a ****** year
[01:36.95]And that ****** still talks to me he's all I can ******* hear
[01:39.78]Marshall c＇mon we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers
[01:42.90]And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed
[01:45.61]For half of the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line
[01:48.94]With that kind of rationale, man, I got half a mind
[01:51.58]To have another half a glass of wine, sounds asinine
[01:54.03]Yeah I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol
[01:57.19]Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch Im bout to fall
[02:00.27]I miss the couch and down I go, lookin' like a bouncy ball
[02:02.72]**** must've knocked me out cause I ain't feel the ground at all
[02:06.07]Wow what the **** happened last night where am I
[02:08.63]Man **** am I hungover and goddamn I
[02:11.51]Got a headache **** half a vicodin, why cant I
[02:14.31]All systems ready for take off, please stand by
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[02:17.56]Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don＇t know
[02:20.59]Feels like I've been down this road before
[02:23.30]So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
[02:26.53]As soon as I go home and close the door
[02:29.08]Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do
[02:34.02]But I cant, and I won＇t, say I try, but I know, it＇s a lie
[02:37.13]cause I don＇t and why I just don＇t knowwoooo
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[02:39.90]So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ahhhhhh
[02:42.72]Couple of weeks go by it aint even like I'm getting high
[02:45.44]Now I need it just not to feel sick yah Im getting by
[02:48.33]Wouldn＇t even be taking this **** if deshaun didn＇t die
[02:51.24]Oh yeah there's an excuse you lose proof so you use
[02:54.98]Theres new rules it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through
[02:56.86]It's twelve-noon ain't no harm in self-inducin' a snooze
[02:59.64]What else is new **** it what would Elvis do in your shoes
[03:02.61]Now here I am three months later full-blown relapse
[03:05.55]Just get high until the kids get home from school home relax
[03:08.57]And since Im convinced that Im an insomniac
[03:11.23]I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps
[03:14.03]Just be able to function throughout the day
[03:16.12]Let's see that's an ambien each nap how many Valium three
[03:19.70]And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep
[03:22.29]Okay, so now ya see the reason how come he
[03:25.32]Has taken four years to just put out an album B
[03:28.17]See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath
[03:31.07]Cause that Chrismas you know that whole pneumonia thing
[03:33.97]It was bologna was it the methadone ya think?
[03:36.77]Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos?
[03:39.30]Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR great places
[03:42.55]To hide 'em aint it, so you can lie to Hailie
[03:45.32]Im going beddy-bye Whitney baby good night Alaina
[03:48.17]Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
[03:50.31]And wake up in an ambulance they said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn
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[03:54.13]Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don＇t know
[03:57.66]Feels like I've been down this road before
[04:00.39]So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
[04:03.63]As soon as I go home and close the door
[04:06.17]Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do
[04:11.03]But I cant, and I won＇t, say I try, but I know, it＇s a lie
[04:13.98]cause I don＇t and why I just don＇t knowwoooo
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